THE LIFE THAT WE ALWAYS WANTED.

I've always thought life is a beautiful process but I've never remembered this when I went through tough times in my life. I felt as if God himself forsook me like other human beings does - always. But he always was a shade over my head and protected me from all sorts of destruction that came my way. He made me feel happy and he made me feel angry too. I sometimes stood in places where I didn't belong to. Amidst the people who weren't like me. I thought he made me stand there to punish me for something. But came to know that it's the path that I choosed for myself rather than him making me to choose. 

He always gave me the best but I always gave him the worst. I always always gave him the least thing I could ever do to someone. I never made time for him. I never spoke with him. I never gave him any attention that he deserved. He was showing his best side to me. But I showed him the WORST SIDE of me that I could.  He always made sure I was happy, safe and always protected by him. He made sure I had everything I wanted. But, have I ever thought about making him atleast 1% happy? - NO! I've never done that. I always choosed to be selfish and thought only about myself and myself alone. I never wanted to reach out to him. I never cared about what he thought or how he felt. It pricks me. A lot. 

He stayed silent for a long time. For a really long time. Until he left me out in the cold winds dashing against my skin. I felt cold and unprotected to the most extend. Then I knew, he left me alone. He left me all alone to myself. He made me feel hurt, he made me feel what my life would be like if he isn't around. I understood that very clearly. I never thought I needed him so much in my life before that. But I knew I needed him- so much. 

But when I thought all was about to end, he gave me another chance - which most of us don't get it from people. He gave me. He stretched his hand before me and I clinged onto him so closely that I thought "YOU WERE WHAT I NEEDED. YOU WERE THE MISSING PEICE OF MY LIFE". 

And now everything is already told - the life we always wanted is within us. The choice is ours.