It was a good life that I had - Books, coffee and Cats. Well, I had the dream life of every introverts. I always made time for myself whatever the situation around me was. Be it a busy exam season or a time where I had to speak with others for my presentations and all. But once I reached my space, my true nature was to stay silent and never talk to anyone. But I had no way to keep on living without talking to anyone.. I have to speak for my things. I am a bold introvert who can stand up for myself and ask whatever I needed - without hesitation. One day, he came. The boy who I never thought I needed. He had those kind eyes which always looked at me and always searched for me and stopped its search when it saw mine. He was silent just like me. He had a very small friend circle and never talked that easily to everyone. But he teased me and stays silent when I teased back. He was always nervous and spoke less whenever he was around me. But I wished he talked more to me. I promise I have never felt like this in my entire life - I always thought it'd be nice if the person infront of me stayed silent. But it was the opposite with him, I wanted to hear what he actually wanted to say, what his thoughts were and what is he thinking about.
He never made my heart beat rise like they say One's heart beats faster when they are around the person they like. I felt peaceful and calm when I was around him. No tensions or conflicts within mine heart. I always think Am I really in love with him? Why do I not feel nervous? I miss him when he's not around. I dont want to talk with him but I want to talk. I dont want to see him, but I want to see. I dont want him to notice me, but i want him to notice me. What might this feeling be? It's so confusing. I hate this but I like this.
I never made anyone get nearer to my heart - not even my mother/father, No, not even my best friend- Oh, I dont have a friend. But I want to tell him the thoughts of my heart. Have you ever had a person like that? I feel like I found mine, but no one knows what the future veils.
This might be confusing for you, but it is nothing but a love story of an introvert who's confused too..
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