A taxi love affair

Dear diary

It's been a while since I've shared my life with you , however I'm ecstatic to let you know I met someone,  its not as roses as it smell , its 3 months ago wen I met this guy inside the taxi,  h asked for my number believe me you my intention was to block him after his first call , however his first cal attemp was landline,  making it difficult to block him , h called I think twice using that , but I can tell you I fell for his humanity,  his sense of humor,  the peace that comes from just talking to him ,

He is the kind that challenges me from my comfort zone , he unleash the inner me,  he build me , there's lot to work on especially on my side , however he is going out to help me work on myself,  I won't say there's nothing for me to help or help him work on himself I see a man whom has build himself or rather is been built,  you cannot build someone when you not built yourself up ... our love journey is different its unique,   guy was on call with his woman , it was one of those heated conversations , we could all feel that guy was mad , he was pissed along the way as I was about to get off the taxi he asked for my number,  you know I'm not rude,  I politely gave him as I told you I was on the plan to block him .

Dear diary,  I cannot imagine life without him ,  I don't know how I feel but this can only be love ,  I hate this feeling, I'm fighting the feeling I hate that I'm falling hard for someone's husband,  I'm reliving the past , same pattern different soul .