If I hard known I wouldn't have done it

In some years back when I went to my brother in Lagos to spend my holiday am so happy to visit my brother in that time and this makes me feel better and excited to do what necessary and the things that is not necessary,the first week I get there,I meet one girl that her name is joke I was proposed her and she accepts me and we start dating one day I ask her if I can come to visit her in their homes and she accepts when I got to their house I meet her mum and dad and I'm scared to enter their house and she told me not to scared and I later enter their house and I react like her class mate come to collect note book from her and her mum and dad response to me and give me opportunity to talk to her privately and we later talk together the way we like and anyone of her mum and dad doesn't disturb us and I later went back to my brother's house after spending three hours in their house,I went to their house six different times and I later ask her to come to my brother's house during the weekend when my brother and her wife will not be around and she accepts to do so and later during the weekend she told her mum that she is going for lessons and she came to my brother's house and she entered my room and we spent more than two hours talking and I later try to have sex with her and she not accept and I'm begin her and I promise her not to leave her in my life and she later accepts me and we do it, and after a month she told me that she is pregnant and I'm going to be the father of the child and later my brother got the information from her parents and told me that I'm not continue my school again because the money they will use for my school fees is going to use for taking care of the child and I stayed at home for a good two years before they let me continue for my school.   IF I HAD KNOWN I WOULDN'T HAVE DONE IT.THANKS FOR READING MY STORY